A girl once told me that happiness depends on how the person perceives it. Yep, she is right! Another person's happiness may not be the other ones cup of tea. It varies all the time. My quest for happiness is never ending. Honestly, I am not happy right now because I don't feel that I am. I have experienced temporary bliss once in awhile like when I'm with my lover or friends or when I'm alone writing about stuff that only I could ever understand. People wont understand how it is important for me to be happy because it totally affects everything I do.
I feel so empty, hollow and numb. I don't know why but its constantly bothering me and it has been affecting me, my job, my friends, even my family. Am I in a state of depression? I'm a nurse I should know right? But i can't seem to figure out what is happening to me why i suddenly feel down and lifeless. I will get to the bottom of this and when I do, I will try to make it right. For the meantime, I'm going to crawl in a ball, let my thoughts consume me and just surrender.
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