Sexier than SHIRTLESS

I just jump-started my new clothing line called "Sexier than shirtless". Its more than just any other white T-shirt with fancy graphics or designs, it's a beacon on awareness to all issues that everyone is concerned about. It's also a method of self-expression a mode of enhancing ones individuality. For years, T-shirts has been a staple instrument in making a statement. I'm following the band wagon of brands and clothing line that has started "statement shirts" but this time I'll be focusing more on making a mark not only in the world of retail but in the community as well. My shirts will not only define you for who you are but also for what you believe in, Let's start a new kind of culture. A culture that breeds awareness and pride to us all!

A whole lot of Learnin', Livin' and Lovin' 

I think I have found my niche and I'm definitely sure that I'll be more than happy to do this up until I retire! I want to venture on making my own creative group - organize, plan, design, create, conceptualize, creative ideas for individuals, companies, etc. Don't have the time to think of ways on how to make presentations, events, projects creative? Let me and my upcoming group do the dirty work for you guys! =) I'm working on the platform and soon I'll be jump starting this big leap in my career path. I'm hoping for the full support of all of you guys! 

Condom Avenue

Cover art for my upcoming book! Please keep it locked in here for updates of the final release.

PASSION + VERSATILITY = [MY] NICHE?

Nurse, Writer, Blogger, Model, Stylist, Organizer, Customer Representative, Trainer, Dancer, Artist - So many labels one person - ME!

Being versatile is something innate in me. I know I can excel on a specific field only if I put my heart into it but I can definitely say that I can only be happy doing one or two things out of those many labels I have listed above.

Right now, I can't seem to find my niche although I thought I have but turns out i'm totally clueless. I don't know where to start. Opportunities are vague and time is my greatest enemy. Having the resources to start exploring possibilities is also a bit challenging.

I don't want to be just someone who dreamed of becoming like this and like that- all that crap. I want to be someone who I can be proud of, whose really made something out of oneself.

I need answers...
I need some kind of direction.
I need to know where to start and how...

I can either stress about this damn dilemma or I should start looking for ways and just make it happen.

At the end of the day, I'm still the one who has to decide. What ever I decide on doing it will be up to my iniatives and courage to take the leap. All I have to do is figure out which way I have to leap into...complicated huh? Welcome to my beautiful misery!

I love colors!
colors of all shades and tones...
a touch of pink in black makes it so dramatic.
Shades of Black and White make the very picture of imagination.
They are like blank canvases that floods the background.
What could life be without color? What would life be if I was blind?

Color blind or not its better than not seeing color at all.
I'm a man in search of color.
My friends say that I'm as colorful as the rainbow but "Where art thou?"
A dash of green, a pinch of yellow...a pigment of blue in life so melancholic and mellow.

I try to surround myself with colorful things but I can't seem to blend in. I used to be a chameleon but now I'm  a beautiful mess amongst the colors around me.
Do i really have to mesh well or should I stand out and be a surreal focal point in my very own master piece?

Whatever happened to the colors of my life?
I'm like a washed out painting...to some, no longer worth looking but to others it was still art.
I know i'm not making any sence but this is the main point of this realization.
The irony of making sense out of not making sense at all.

Color me badly and I will still look almost perfect.
Bring me color and I shall give color in return.
Ever colorful, ever true...I have lost all my colors without you.

Fashion Iconography

I am writing an article about one of my favorite websites to date - www.lookbook.nu. I discovered lookbook a few months ago. And ever since that very day, I was hooked. The site inspires me in so many different ways. In photography, fashion, modeling, trends and even culture. If I will do well on my article then it inspired my writing too. I can't wait to finish my article and maybe if I get lucky it'll get published in a magazine. Soon, I'll have my own portfolio in this site you'll see. [laughs] I'll just have to build up my woredrobe, get a good camera and I'm in business baby!

Try scanning through the photos being showcased in the website and you'll surely say "Damn!, There so fashionable!" How in the world did they get so fashionably forward. They have become icons to those people who acknowledge and appreciate fashion as an art and not just some kind of dress rehearsal.

Bottom line is that these lookbook members are not just punks who think fashion is cool and trendy. For them, it is more than that, it is art. It is a beacon to express individuality and it is taken seriously- but not in a boring way that is, in a creative way for that matter. So what are you guys waiting for? Does anyone of you fashion freaks need an instant inspiration on how to look deviantly smashing?....Then click, click, click away and enjoy!


I'm Outtie!

What's your formula in LIFE?

Eat, Pray, Love is one of the novels that I never grow tired of reading. When the movie was released I had the pleasure of watching my imaginations come to life. Almost everything in the movie was exactly as I imagined it. Although there were a few things missing but who cares, I love every bit of the movie. For some, it turned out to be a lil bit boring but for me, Liz Gilbert was an inspiration. She had a solid formula and she worked really hard on focusing on it. Eat, satisfying her mouth in two ways- through her palate and through learning a new language. Pray, surrendering herself and giving devotion to the higher power. and Love, discovering that balance in love is by not anyone love you less than you love yourself. This formula gave her direction. It made her alive. It even made her give in to love again. Her quest for self discovery has brought her so much more than discovering herself. She found a whole new way of looking at life in general. Balance is the key word all through out her quest but also learning that losing ones balance on anything may it love or passion is part of bringing balance to ones life. she wanted to have control but in order to do that she had to overcome a series of fears along the way like self forgiveness and self sacrifice. In the end she was able to find the perfect word for herself "attraversiamo"  which means "let's cross over". She was no longer a woman in search of a word. She had found herself in happiness and in tuned with her new life.